Jealousy or possessiveness ?...

I have always found myself feeling jealous for almost all reasons and for the most part the reasons would definitely be silly....[:D]
As a child,I used 2 feel jealous of people having something that i dont have and i always craved for having it... That period of time passed away in no time and i grew up.... As children we all feel jealous of what others have which we obviously do not....[:)]
Never knew growin up would be so difficult... I met people,made new friends and learnt to live life the easy way...All was well... Suddenly people became close,they became special to me...They entered my life and made a difference to me and to my life...I made a comfort zone around myself...I lived for the ones whom i considered special....I lived for the ones whom i loved[:)]....Thats where the feelings of jealousy striked again....I dint want to share my loved ones with anyone and especially not atleast with the people i despised... The truth is always bitter and it was like a sudden bolt....The "Miss J" thingy always made me brood over it.... And it was of late that i realised every human has a small jealousy factor in him somewhere.....
And yes i would feel jealous when it comes to sharing my loved ones...Be it a one-line conversation or a simple hello....Ahhh that would make me shoot the intruder.....[;)] Intruder as in-k human,get a life,the person ur trying 2 get acquainted with is mine....hee hee hee [;))] And which brought with it the realisation that life is not easy...Its tough.... Its hard.... So let be....How would it be to take the road less travelled? I solemnly believe in the fact that never let people know that you love them and if you let them know dont regret because if you regret then you apologise for saying the truth.....[;)]